Dear Lily,

There is no greater joy than holding you or your brother in my arms. Even as my mind tells me to put you down and try to sleep, I ignore that impulse, kiss you again on the top of your head, put my cheek to your soft cheek and lean back against the pillows, holding you for a moment longer. Your face is so expressive and fun. Your cries can be shrill, but they are short lived. Your assortment of noises has your father making barn yard sounds in impersonation, though it is only with affection that he does so. You are proving to be so flexible and easy, making the adjustment for your father and I smooth. You travel with us to bring Quinn to school and have been shopping a half dozen times in your two short weeks of life:) Last night I held both you and your brother in my arms while reading the three Little Bears. For the past few nights, your brother has slept with us in the big bed while your father is in Quinn's bed. You don't make too much noise and Quinn has been able to sleep through our feedings. You are calmed by the nook, but we're trying not to overuse it because it fusses with your latch. You sleep soundly in your boppy, but we are learning that you like to make a sundry of small noises that do not mean that you are waking. You are also known for a louder, plee-like cry that does not indicate you are waking. Your small hands can be very active and at times you raise both arms above your head in a beautiful stretch. Your Dad is doing his duty and having you work on tummy time and neck strength. Nana was here yesterday for a short visit and shared that everyone was quite taken with you at the May birthday/Tink confirmation event. They think you are quite beautiful:) Your hair is thick and full, but likes to take on a sheen after just one day post bath. Most of this probably comes from the oil in our hands, as we are constantly holding or stroking your hair. Quinn is very attached to you and bathes you in his kisses. Sometimes that means kissing your head, your legs or your feet- he doesn't discriminate. He likes to hold you and tells you to calm down when you are sad or fussy. He is good about telling us to hold you if you are upset and has even offered you his nipple so that you could try and nurse from him. I am so proud of him for how wonderfully he has accepted you into the family;) Last night the family had breakfast for dinner and I sat in the living room nursing you watching Dad and son sit across from one another scarfing down eggs and pancakes and I was warmed by the normalcy of our life. You are such a lovely child and have made adding another member to our family to delightful. Loving you more each day and loving that feeling!